One of the things about my hikes recently became obvious: I am a section hiker, not a thru-hiker. While this revelation from experience, friends, and family was disheartening, it is nonetheless true. I actually like being around my family and miss them! So while I was mourning my recent demise while thru-hiking the BMT (Benton Mackaye Trail), there was redemption in my future. Trying to keep my goals less than 100 miles, it occurred to me that the BMT also went through the Smoky Mountain National Park in North Carolina. It crosses the same place the A.T. (Appalachian Trail) does right at Fontana Dam, but otherwise takes a completely different route to reach the north end of the park. Less than 100 miles. Check. Plenty of water. Check. No immediate resupplies. Check. Designated camping spots. Check. Crummy cell service. Check. I could start and finish something! Check!
Of course I rode the bus again to Knoxville, and got a shuttle with my buddy Everett to Fontana Dam, NC. Stayed one night at the Inn and left the next morning on the 8am shuttle for the visitor center near the Dam. First camp was to be #88. Easy walk and a nice site for lots of campers. And I was the only one. No problems today but my pack weight is outrageous! I am carrying 2 food bags. My Ursack (bear bag) does for 5 days with no problem. The remaining 4 days of food are in another food bag in the bottom of my pack. All together, I have 13# of food! With everything, I am at 33# for the pack weight. I know it doesn’t sound like much to a hiker, but I am older and have a bad back. And I like to whine about too much weight, yes?
Got to camp, setup, and crawled into the tent. This particular night I had the worse muscle cramps of my life. My toes and fingers cramped up/down and I had to physically straighten them back. And yes I know I didn’t have enough water this first day, blah, blah. Nasty night. And the last one like that for the rest of the trip!
Here is a neat historical place i walked by: The Calhoun House. It was situated by a nice creek (even had a bridge so no fording!) and seemed well maintained.
Next morning I watered up and was on trail by 10. Slow starter? Maybe. After lunch this day, I just plain ran out of energy. I set up a wild camp (i.e.-illegal) to recover my strength. After a ramen and taco soup meal, I lay on my pad and semi-slept for a while. Feeling better and not wanting to incur the wrath of the park officials for my illegal camp, I got up (about 8pm) and loaded my pack. Another hour walking in the dark got me to #77. Ate another meal, drank more water, and did night chores. No cramps!
Doing normal routines the next morning, I discovered I now have one black/red big toenail. Guess I’ll be losing that one in the near future! Also a good blister and a rubbed place on the other foot. Cream and duct tape to the rescue! I also changed my boot lacing to alleviate the toe problems. Had a good day and drank lots of water. Ate well too. No afternoon crash like yesterday.
I don’t remember which day it was, but one of my camp stops had a horse area. It was a sweet spot! The next morning, I looked out of my little tent and thought, “Cloudy and its gonna rain.” When I actually got up, I saw that my earlier impression was due to the valley I was in. No sun = no bright morning. Cool.
At day 6, I heard the roar of water somewhere close. Thankfully I got to walk over the swolen creek on a nice bridge, with the camp immediately after. There were two families already camped here and their kids were in hammocks. Feeling the afternoon crash coming on again, I stopped and chose my spot for the night. My back hurt as well as both feet. I decided to rest that afternoon. This particular camp had cell service and Jean (my awesome wife) advised me to slow down and take the next day off. Of course she was right and I planned for a zero. (A zero is a day with no miles walked.) While at this site, two fellows with young boys (about 9?) camped near me. It was their first ever camping in the backcountry. They had a great time!
Taking a zero meant I’d have to reschedule my bus ticket home. It also meant my planned camps would be out of sync with my park pass. I wondered if that was going to be a problem, but it never came up this trip. A good thing to happen on this zero day was that my first food bag was empty and I’d started on the second. That meant I’d lessened my pack weight by about 6 1/2 pounds! Tomorrow would be a lighter pack-day. It was also going to be Easter Sunday. My plan was to take Easter off. Just didn’t work out.
Did eight miles by lunch. Stopped at the nicest camp yet for lunch! It seems that each successive camp is better than the one I just left. Rain coming steady now. Finished 12 miles this day and decided my optimum mileage is about 10 or less. After another of these days, I reviewed my food supply. I would not have enough to complete the Smoky trip unless I resupplied. So I planned to get off at Smokemont RV park and hitch a ride into Cherokee. Once there, I’d decide to either get a shuttle back to Knoxville and go home, or resupply and finish.
Something I almost forgot! I walked the Road to Nowhere. Yes it really exists. Seems that someone planned to cut a direct route through the lower Smokys and it got shelved part of the way into the plan. So much for good plans, right?
While in Cherokee, I thought about all the hikes I have not finished (my own fault for over-extending myself). I decided there was no better time than the present to do present stuff. I’d resupply and go another 3-4 days to Standing Bear Hostel at the north exit from the Smoky’s. In addition, spending an extra $155 to get a shuttle to the closest Greyhound station was too much to bear. Jean thought this was all good.
They have this neat local service in Cherokee. It’s a shuttle service that goes all around where I was staying for $1 one way. I went to a large grocery for a total of $2. Got enough supplies for 4 days before I’d run out again. Used it to go to the post office to send some of my unused gear home as well. Very nice service. Spent some chill time here as well and watched the History channel. On the way out to wait for the shuttle to the trail head, I met a nice lady sitting in front of the hotel. She was waiting for a ride to the casino. She was a professed gambler and several other things. Guess you’d have to have been there? My shuttle came, and dropped me off at Smokemont. Five miles later, I was camped. Alone. Nice. Good coffee and solitude. And lots of cold rain.
Started my new food strategy the next morning. Pop tarts, coffee, and a double breakfast shake for later. An easy no-cook, no cleanup breakfast. Had snacks during the day, pita bread and tuna for lunch, and a good supper. No crashes. Unrelated but – I did see two snakes today. and no bears. On the way to camp, I walked .9 miles off-trail to the campsite. The event of the day was Hyatt Bald (5137′), where it rained, thundered and lightening’d simultaneously. At the bald, I had to stop during the lightning and hail just because I was too afraid to move. I considered getting under a blown down tree for shelter but the hail never got much bigger than my little fingernail. When the lightening and thunder moved away, I continued my ridgewalk to the campsite. And finally I had chosen a camp that was NOT spectacular and did NOT have great clear water. But I survived OK in the rain and night-time storms. At this camp, I put up in the rain (again), and sat on a log to make supper and shelter my cookstove from the rain. Sounds miserable but is really just fine once you get used to it.
Next day I was to stay at Laurel Gap shelter. It is one of only two shelters on the BMT. It is regulated to have only 14 (some say 12) campers per night and on-site tents/whatever are not allowed. This means I am at most 2 nights from a shower. Important? Yes – I am beginning to smell myself.
While out this day, I met two cars of folks who were also going by Laurel Gap. Three were staying and the rest day-hiking somewhere else. They left me in the dust of course. When I got to the shelter they were all just leaving to do some day hiking and introduced me to Chuck. He just arrived before me and became a good friend for a couple of days.
Back at the shelter, a scout troupe soon arrived. This added 8 to the group. Then two college students came and decided to put up a new tent outside the shelter. Yeah, they know it’s not allowed, but if they got caught the price of a ticket would not come from me. So we all watched as they put up their tent for the first time – during a brief respite from the rain. But then the rain started back about supper time and they discovered that the tent had leaky seams and the rain was flowing right in. They left it and came to the shelter. Rained and stormed all night. I put in my earplugs and slept great!
Reminds me of someone I talked to after the hike. This person talked about all the things that would come and get you in the night and they could never sleep under a tarp and be so “unprotected”. They felt better knowing a tent would protect them from bugs and bears. Really? A mouse will chew through just about anything to get at that tube of toothpaste in your pack. And a bear does not respect the thin nylon covering on your tent. That’s why I love earplugs. They help you cut out all that nighttime rustling and twig snapping that otherwise keeps you awake and on edge. No anticipatory drama to keep away sleepitime.
Next day was to be only 6 miles to camp, and 6+ the day after that to Standing Bear Hostel and my shuttle back to Knoxville. Of course the rain and wind never stopped that night, and was still going well the next day. I was the first to leave and began my 6 mile uphill walk to the top of Mount Sterling (5842′) and camp. The higher I got, the stronger the wind blew and the colder it got. My recourse for shelter from the wind and rain was to stand next to a big tree. There were fewer of those as I got closer to the summit. Camp #38 was on the windward side of the peak(!!!), and pushed my decision time to less than .3 seconds against camping there for the night. I just walked on over the top and past three campers trying to peg their tents down in the sideways-blowing wind and rain. What they were doing exceeded my fun-level for camping. I was not envious. My only regret here was that I did not take any pictures, although I’m quite happy that my phone did not get soaked.
Once over the peak, I hunkered down behind a blow-down and made lunch and s snack. I’d walk the other 6+ miles downhill and the other 3+ miles to the hostel, likely in the dark. Off I went, taking it slowly because downhills are where injuries often occur. Just when I was climbing to the other side of a trail obstacle, I looked back and saw Chuck walking my way. He learned that his intended trail today was flooded out. His option was to take this trail. Cool. His car was also in the parking lot at the bottom of the mountain, which meant I’d get a ride to the hostel! After a steady couple of hours, we got to his car. He took my picture and I told him about never finishing a hike. This section was my first finish! It was good to finish with a new friend.
OK – I’ve been on the trail for 13 days, less 2 for resupply in Cherokee. Chuck had only been out for 3-4 I think. We both sat in his car and said nothing for a few minutes. I said I could learn to like this, and chuck said it was a little weird to be in a car again. Then we were driving away. Again, moving at 16 mph was amazing! Guess you need to walk that walk to relate?
This was my first time at Standing Bear. I’d heard a lot about this hostel but was not ready for the culture shock. It was more “rustic” than I’d imagined, but everything had a purpose. My first query was “is there space for me?” Answer: no room at the inn. I could pitch my tent if I liked. I did not and said so. They still had an excess of hikers from last weekend’s yearly hiker party. But – if I’d take floor space, I could have a spot in the unfinished upstairs of a building along with 25 other hikers (the bottom floor was already full). Of course I said yes, because I also got a shower and access to a sink (for washing clothes by hand) and a dryer. My option with clothes was to wrap everything wet and smelly in a trash bag and take it home that way. My plan was to get to the bus station tomorrow anyway. I had my camp shorts, some semi-clean socks, and a tourist T-shirt from Cherokee to get me home. That’s all a hiker needs to go public!
I got something to eat, socialized a bit to recover from the isolation of the trail, and blew up my sleeping pad. Got my quilt out and made a pillow of my wet-clothes trash bag. I was set for the night. Well, pretty much. The hikers around me were all in their 20-30’s and had varying levels of education. Most drank and smoked weed (no smoking inside). They had a variety of opinions, but didn’t like to bring up politics or religion. Several knew I was a pastor and this info seemed amusing. What I learned that night was impressive I guess. Regarding politics, none knew enough about history/current world events to talk politics. It was like witnessing an episode of “Waters World”. Look it up, OK? When it came to religion, there was one professed expert on the philosophical exposition of everything religious, right, and wrong. I wisely held my tongue and listened. Remember what grandma used to say? “If you don’t have something good to say, don’t say anything.” I had nothing uplifting to say about the depth and understanding (apparent or perceived) regarding their souls or views of God. Grandma also said, “Two ears, one mouth; listen twice as much as you talk”. Thanks again grandma!
I was glad to get away the next morning. Culture shock had turned into just plain shock and amazement. I was ready for Greyhound. Really? What is wrong with me!? During the shuttle ride to Knoxville, I dropped my cell phone down beside the passenger seat. By the time we got to the terminal, I’d forgotten all about it and entered without my phone. When I checked in, I realized my error. Argh! A 17 hour bus trip without a way to talk to anyone! But – I borrowed a cell from an employee, called home, and my wife called the shuttle lady. I got my phone back! It was like losing your favotite puppy and then seeing a friend come through the doors holding it out to you!
Now I am back home looking ahead to my next section and behind at my last one. I’ve already begun the planning stage for September’s hike, remembering not to be so aggressive in my goals. Aggressive planning has so far accounted for failures to finish what I started. Not good for the ego or psyche. Maybe I’m not such a slow learner after all? It’s good to finish what I start! Blessings…
Epilog: I often read about people’s ideas/thoughts of how hiking the complete A.T. will change this or that about themselves. Some think that getting in better physical shape will do blah, blah, blah. Of course better physical shape is only one part of hiking. Another thought is that finishing a 2189+- through hike will make a person more confident, change attitudes, habits, whatever. Since I’ll never be a 2189-miler, I cannot really relate to them.
So I’ll start with where I noticed the difference in my 90+- mile Smokey BMT finish. When Chuck and I got to the car at the BMT terminus near I-40 and Standing Bear, I half expected elation and joy and excitement after meeting my goal. None of that happened and I was a little disappointed that I didn’t feel (or act) like I imagined was proper. What? Pretty sure that is a dumb assumption.
Standing at Chuck’s car getting my picture taken, I was just glad I had a ride to the hostel. Wasn’t even looking forward to pizza or a cheeseburger. Wow. What did achieving this goal really mean to me? I was glad I’d finished the trek. No doubt. I wasn’t exhausted, fatigued, hungry, or in pain.
At the hostel, I was wary of the picture before me. Hikers easily as grubby as myself, albeit younger and taller (I just had to say that). I could see about 30 or so milling around in various states of eating frozen pizza, drink cold beverages (no judgement here), talking and walking around with dirty laundry or a clean towel on the way to the showers. Wait, I didn’t talk about that yet! There were two showers: one inside and one outside. The hostel had an instant hot water thing so hot water was always on. It was wonderful after days outside. It was during the shower that I noticed my legs were not really that tanned. Just saying.
I recognized that I didn’t fit here – or so I thought. There was an age difference even though I saw the occasional older hiker with a long beard and skinny as can be. Emaciated almost. Not sure if any were actually homeless or not, although the owner commented to me on the ride to Knoxville that I could certainly fit in with that crowd if I wanted. Really? I did not see that coming!
Then there was the night upstairs. Not only did I not fit, I did not want to fit. I could hike my own hike (H.Y.O.H) and retain my morals, ethics, and philosophies while not offending anyone (as if I cared?).
The shuttle to the bus station was via one of the owners. Through her I saw that this was just a business – and one she obviously enjoyed. The hikers were a group that were grateful for the break in the trail and yet would push the boundaries when they could. They had to be treated like a crowd of the neighbor’s kids when things got out of hand. She had the perfect temperament for it. I did not. I was ready to begin my long ride home and reunite with my family and friends. I was still glad I’d finished the hike, but that was not the most important thing for me right now.
I’d learned more about how my body needed to be fed, watered and rested. I’d overcome weather, food, low water, bugs, and snakes and was not upset at any of it. Not more tolerant (I still like dead snakes better that live ones), but just ready to let it be what it is. Speaking of bugs, I even started stepping around bugs in my path. I was in their home. I was a visitor. An Intruder. I mostly didn’t break stuff when I set up my tent. I left it as it was when I left, better than when I got there if possible. I took time to watch the streams – even when I had to ford them. Many were butt deep and I was wet a lot. It was OK.
On the trail, it is what it is: weather, terrain, sun, cloud, storm, or hail. It is what it is. The environment is completely out of my control, unlike at home where all I have to do is adjust the thermostat. I appreciate the running hot and cold water, the blessed thermostat, electric lights, and a familiar bed for nighttime. Refrigerated food and cell/internet service on my schedule, not just from a 5000′ mountain top (which you might want to try just to appreciate).
There is a sense of peace now. I’m not in a hurry for much of anything, but that doesn’t mean complacency. Just peace with whatever. From some of my brainy readers, that likely isn’t the right way to explain it, but I’m already over it. Even while in the throws of planning my September hike, I’m at peace. I can do this. I am proven. It’s important as a milestone in my personal growth I think. That’s enough for me for now. Be carefull where you step. Out.